The Dog

The previous post has been sitting as a draft waiting to be finished for a day or so. I was going to just rewrite it, but thought maybe this would give you a glimpse on how crazy my life is at times. Ha Ha.

Last night the dog had another seizure. That is two now. One more to go and I wont be crying about gas prices...Nope. Just vet bills. I am glad I have health insurance for her, but it could still get pretty costly. The boys and I have already decided that should her health keep her from being a service animal we will keep her. We could not turn her away. We have come to love her so much.

So would we get a second dog? One that could be a service animal? No. Most of the reading I have done suggests that ideally the service animal should be the only animal in the house. This is to prevent it from being distracted. I could believe this. I know how Maya gets when playing with the neighbor's dog. Plus we don't have the space for another animal.

We will just have to see how it all works out. Am I disappointed? Not really. Sad? Oh you can't believe how much so. Why? To look into her helpless eyes while she is seizing is so very heartbreaking. Will we be ok? Of course. God has brought us through so much. I know He is not about to abandon ship now.